Living in the Spotlight

I could never be a celebrity. I'm not a big fan of the spotlight. In fact, I'm realizing that too many people know me around campus from track and this organization and that organization. It's getting annoying because everything you do and every change you make in your no longer becomes a personal and private thing to cherish but a public spectacle for all to watch and judge. I'm so tired of people worrying about the changes and decisions that I make in my life in regards to my hair, my spirituality and my post graduation plans. I am becoming more and more aware of the tendency of some people I know to place others in the spotlight in order to serve as a distraction for their own circumstances. I want to just ignore it but it keeps clawing away at my spirit.